I am currently having a mini freakout about the stupidest of things. I haven't been thrilled about my job since I started it, it definitely gets to me. Today it got to me more than normal, and with money being so tight, they cut Cherie's hours at work since it is the post holiday slow down, it has been really affecting me. Throw on top of that, me feeling like I am a horrible lover to Cherie because I cannot at this time fulfill one of her major fantasies, and it spells a Gah moment. I also may be getting sick, which means I cannot sleep even more and I am starting to ramble again. So yeah, cliff notes version, I feel ill and I feel inadequate.