Last night Cherie and I had a good talk on some of our hangups and the whys of them. It gave me some hope that we will be able to work them out. Now it is just going to be a lazy weekend, Cherie has homework for school and I have nothing planned. Probably should do dishes and laundry and such, but we will see. I hope everyone who reads my blog has a good weekend. Talk to you all later.
Monday, January 14, 2013
I am currently having a mini freakout about the stupidest of things. I haven't been thrilled about my job since I started it, it definitely gets to me. Today it got to me more than normal, and with money being so tight, they cut Cherie's hours at work since it is the post holiday slow down, it has been really affecting me. Throw on top of that, me feeling like I am a horrible lover to Cherie because I cannot at this time fulfill one of her major fantasies, and it spells a Gah moment. I also may be getting sick, which means I cannot sleep even more and I am starting to ramble again. So yeah, cliff notes version, I feel ill and I feel inadequate.
Monday, January 7, 2013
So today is my birthday and it was a pretty boring day, which was very nice. I had drill this weekend and got a cake from my folks, they put it in my car at the reserve center. I was still a little upset with my mothers poking around. Other than that was an uneventful weekend.