Things have been going great with me and Cherie, our new protocols are working well and I am keeping in my own headspace alot better, this weekend will be a big test of that. We are going to Missouri to visit her family and spend time with them. I am anxious with both my mindset and hers, plus travel makes me super anxious, since I have't had a chance to fix the things that need it on my car yet, dang bonus taking forever.
Saturday, April 14, 2012
Recently I have been having troubles keeping my mind in the "Master" headspace that is needed with my slave, Cherie. It is a problem that happens on and off since we have taken things into M/s. My biggest issue is I have to hold back that part of my mind at my job and in the reserves, seeing as I am not in a leadership position in either at this time. I have been trying to come up with ideas that can help me keeping in the mindset without causing issues with my work and my military career. Any who read this feel free to message me and give me an idea.