Tuesday, October 16, 2012

The Doldrums

Hey everyone one in the blogger. Thought I better write, seeing as I haven't in a couple weeks. I guess there has been a case of the Doldrums around here, for me at least. I feel like I have been just sitting in one place for awhile now. Even though I am working in a different spot at work and all that. Even though I wrote a couple weeks ago for the first time in a long while. I just seem to be going through the motions, and it has definitely been affecting my mindset as Master and as a man. This seems to occur once or twice a year and I have never been able to get it to stop. I just get settled into something and I start getting lax. I feel like I need some excitement, and I don't know what kind.

Tuesday, October 9, 2012

The Alpha Fictions

Hey everyone. I like to write fiction, and will be posting those works on another blog, please check it out and let me know what you think. http://alphafictions.blogspot.com/

The Why- My Decision to say yes to Poly

Posted 10/08/2012 on Fetlife, I figure posting it here would be cool also.

Well, today I said yes to let Cherie start looking for someone to play with her little, and honestly I am okay if she wants to date/play with any other particular classification of peoples as well. This is a big step for me, mostly because while I am confident in our love and our bond, I have always been a worrier.
What made me decide to say yes today of all days you may ask? Well honestly I think the pieces in my head finally aligned in the right way to fit the puzzle that is my psyche together. I am a very scrambled mind, and logically I knew all the little pieces would work, I just couldn't get them to click. They finally did today and I am glad they did, though the mental gymnastics left a nasty headache lol. I myself am happy with what I have been blessed with, but if there is another out there who would make our family better, I will welcome them with open arms, and cherish them as much as I do Cherie.