Posted 10/08/2012 on Fetlife, I figure posting it here would be cool also.
Well, today I said yes to let Cherie start looking for someone to play with her little, and honestly I am okay if she wants to date/play with any other particular classification of peoples as well. This is a big step for me, mostly because while I am confident in our love and our bond, I have always been a worrier.
What made me decide to say yes today of all days you may ask? Well honestly I think the pieces in my head finally aligned in the right way to fit the puzzle that is my psyche together. I am a very scrambled mind, and logically I knew all the little pieces would work, I just couldn't get them to click. They finally did today and I am glad they did, though the mental gymnastics left a nasty headache lol. I myself am happy with what I have been blessed with, but if there is another out there who would make our family better, I will welcome them with open arms, and cherish them as much as I do Cherie.
Well, today I said yes to let Cherie start looking for someone to play with her little, and honestly I am okay if she wants to date/play with any other particular classification of peoples as well. This is a big step for me, mostly because while I am confident in our love and our bond, I have always been a worrier.
What made me decide to say yes today of all days you may ask? Well honestly I think the pieces in my head finally aligned in the right way to fit the puzzle that is my psyche together. I am a very scrambled mind, and logically I knew all the little pieces would work, I just couldn't get them to click. They finally did today and I am glad they did, though the mental gymnastics left a nasty headache lol. I myself am happy with what I have been blessed with, but if there is another out there who would make our family better, I will welcome them with open arms, and cherish them as much as I do Cherie.
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