The Doldrums

Hey everyone one in the blogger. Thought I better write, seeing as I haven't in a couple weeks. I guess there has been a case of the Doldrums around here, for me at least. I feel like I have been just sitting in one place for awhile now. Even though I am working in a different spot at work and all that. Even though I wrote a couple weeks ago for the first time in a long while. I just seem to be going through the motions, and it has definitely been affecting my mindset as Master and as a man. This seems to occur once or twice a year and I have never been able to get it to stop. I just get settled into something and I start getting lax. I feel like I need some excitement, and I don't know what kind.

The Alpha Fictions

Hey everyone. I like to write fiction, and will be posting those works on another blog, please check it out and let me know what you think. http://alphafictions.blogspot.com/

The Why- My Decision to say yes to Poly

Posted 10/08/2012 on Fetlife, I figure posting it here would be cool also.

Well, today I said yes to let Cherie start looking for someone to play with her little, and honestly I am okay if she wants to date/play with any other particular classification of peoples as well. This is a big step for me, mostly because while I am confident in our love and our bond, I have always been a worrier.
What made me decide to say yes today of all days you may ask? Well honestly I think the pieces in my head finally aligned in the right way to fit the puzzle that is my psyche together. I am a very scrambled mind, and logically I knew all the little pieces would work, I just couldn't get them to click. They finally did today and I am glad they did, though the mental gymnastics left a nasty headache lol. I myself am happy with what I have been blessed with, but if there is another out there who would make our family better, I will welcome them with open arms, and cherish them as much as I do Cherie.

Trying to find compramise

Cherie is a city girl, always has been. I alas am not a city boy, I was born and raised in the country, and while I do not ascribe to all of the country life tenants, I do have a fondness for the isolation and the privacy that comes with it. Lately, I have been looking at possible cities that I can compromise with, one that I can go to an isolated, nature rich place where I can wind down if a day is to rough. Cherie wants to go to school at University of Nebraska Kearney here in town, so any move will be on hold, she needs this opportunity also. Any good suggestions, preferably without major winter issues.

Unwinding

I have been trying to unwind all night from work, a very long day at work, and it seems Cherie is delibratley trying to keep me wound up. Thats all.

Gangbang and some thoughts on it.

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Code of Conduct and new rules for Cherie and any future s/type partners

Been awhile since I posted last, training been taking a lot of time and I haven't wanted to. But I came up with some new rules and a Code of Conduct for Cherie and any s/type I should be involved with. So here it goes. Note these are written for her to say.

Code of Conduct
1. I will obey Master and complete given tasks in a timely manner.

2. If a task/chore is not completed, I will inform Master and accept the given discipline/punishment.

3. I will not think negatively of myself, or in a way that reflects negatively on myself as Masters slave.

4. I will use tact when speaking to those with whom I disagree with. This shows discipline as Masters slave.

5. Masters decision is final. To challange it is disrespectful.

6. When asked for my opinion, I will state it with reasons.

7. I will stay motivated, as it will help Master stay motivated.

8. If I am having a problem I will inform Master immediately.

Duties/Chores
1. Make coffee

2. Make bed

3. Write three positive things about myself

4. Exercise*

5. Vaccum*

6. Post on blog*

7. Talk to Fetlife friends*

8. Be kneeling at foot of couch when Master gets home.*

9. Remain naked inside apartment

10. Shave and shower daily

11. Pick up dirty clothes
* Dependant on work schedule, still must be done, just at different time

There they are, tell me what you all think.